I recognized very potently how when I inadvertently diss myself it affects my self worth and self compassion.
I’m starting to become more aware of how much I need to give my soul the time of day. That I am worthwhile and I have meaning بفضل الله
Although I am so glad about my anxiety. Truly a blessing it is that I do not feel a humility in hiding my ability no, it is a genuine fixed belief that I am not capable of anything.
With worship this truthful feeling allows me to spread the wings of faith in Allah only to believe that anything moves forward.
I just recently got hired to be a teacher and I am so sure that I’m not ready and feel that the teachers telling me I am are lying.
Anxiety is that.
A genuine fixture that keeps you on your toes, worried you’re not ever gonna be good enough
I hope this will help me never reach arrogance
I hope I don’t ever rid myself of my anxiety that grounds me into Allah’s care and fate.
I hope I never feel that I’ve ever fully learned or that I can’t get more prepared than this. I can only do all I can do. There’s always better and that’s okay.